2 days until I'm in Ottawa

Wow I'm moving to Ottawa. I'm not sure if it's completely hit me yet. I thought I would be in Toronto for at least five more years before I moved on from here. I never thought moving forward would be back to my home town. So many mixed emotions, I don't know what I am feeling these days. Anxiety is one of them though.

I have two new nephews and a niece and that's really exciting and amazing. I wish I could be around when they get home but I'll just have to come up on weekends to see them. I got to hold Jaiden and Kailen and that was so amazing. They are so tiny but doing well:)

No bloke. It's over. I learnt a lot though about myself and about what I do and don't want in the next guy I date.

11 Days until I start the new job

Time is flying by. I am getting very anxious about starting my new job. I just keep thinking, will I be able to keep up? I guess there's only one way to find out.
My mind has been wandering lately. Wandering to places it hasn't in a very long time...scary...
I'm trying to fit seeing all the friends, packing, searching for an apartment in Ottawa and a much needed vacation all in 11 days. It's possible right?
The bloke is pretty much non existent in my life. I haven't seen him for 2 weeks and we've texted a few times and only talked on the phone once. I need more. I'm too good for half assing it. At least I have the sense to realize I'm worth more - more than just a casual fling. I'm worth a crap load more!
I saw Time Traveler's Wife last night and I really enjoyed it but all I could think about was, 'I really wish i find a love like that.' and 'How cool would it be to time travel.'

23 Days to go

No new adventures really. However I went to Pub on Parliament (I actual think that's the name of the pub) with my cousin and I loved it. It's a cute, quaint little place with great food.