2 days until I'm in Ottawa

Wow I'm moving to Ottawa. I'm not sure if it's completely hit me yet. I thought I would be in Toronto for at least five more years before I moved on from here. I never thought moving forward would be back to my home town. So many mixed emotions, I don't know what I am feeling these days. Anxiety is one of them though.

I have two new nephews and a niece and that's really exciting and amazing. I wish I could be around when they get home but I'll just have to come up on weekends to see them. I got to hold Jaiden and Kailen and that was so amazing. They are so tiny but doing well:)

No bloke. It's over. I learnt a lot though about myself and about what I do and don't want in the next guy I date.

11 Days until I start the new job

Time is flying by. I am getting very anxious about starting my new job. I just keep thinking, will I be able to keep up? I guess there's only one way to find out.
My mind has been wandering lately. Wandering to places it hasn't in a very long time...scary...
I'm trying to fit seeing all the friends, packing, searching for an apartment in Ottawa and a much needed vacation all in 11 days. It's possible right?
The bloke is pretty much non existent in my life. I haven't seen him for 2 weeks and we've texted a few times and only talked on the phone once. I need more. I'm too good for half assing it. At least I have the sense to realize I'm worth more - more than just a casual fling. I'm worth a crap load more!
I saw Time Traveler's Wife last night and I really enjoyed it but all I could think about was, 'I really wish i find a love like that.' and 'How cool would it be to time travel.'

23 Days to go

No new adventures really. However I went to Pub on Parliament (I actual think that's the name of the pub) with my cousin and I loved it. It's a cute, quaint little place with great food.

30 DAYS TO GO....THE ADVENTURES BEGIN

OK so I have exactly one month, and maybe a few days, before I leave Toronto for Ottawa so I am going to try as many interesting Torontonian things I possibly can for a month and blog about my adventures.
Let's start with last night. I went to The London Tap House on Adelaide St. for a friend/co-worker's birthday party. I don't think I've really felt the weight of my 29 years until last night. Jeez i must really be getting old because the whole drunken club thing is very unappealing to me.
Hopefully my next adventure will be a bit more to my liking....TO BE CONTINUED

String of random thoughts

I really like a boy.
I wonder if the world will soon forget about Haiti? How long will media attention and international support last?
This winter is so strange. There's no snow and it rained today. It feels like Vancouver.
Speaking of Vancouver, I don't really care all that much for the Olympics.
I love tostitos with ketchup.

A bloke

I never really thought I would gab about a boy on my blog but this guy is not any boy. He makes me giddy. Yes I'm actually giddy when I think or talk about him and I've only gone on two dates with him. He's just so different than anyone I have ever met. He's strange, interesting, polite in an old fashion sense and not to mention very cute. However I wish I had met him sooner. I'm moving to Ottawa soon and in all of my 5 years of living in Toronto it's only in the last month that I have met someone who I would like to spend a whole lot more time with. Why is life so complicated?

HAITI

A sigh, a twinge of pain and a heavy heart for a destroyed nation...