2 months in Ottawa

Another weekend in Ottawa goes by. This one not so lame as the last. I actually got out. I went to a pub, Fat Tuesdays, with my sister and brother-in-law. It was very loud and crowded in not the right way;) Not my first choice to spend my Saturday night but then again it's not like I had many options.
Still trying to get used to living in my hometown. Going alright. Yes indeed.

Oscar night in Ottawa

Beautiful faces, beautiful dresses, glitz and glam and so much more. I think I know why I love Sandra Bullock. It's because it's exactly the way I want to conduct myself in Hollywood when I'm a famous actress too. That's right, I too will be a famous actress, no doubt in my mind...OK so maybe there is a bit of a doubt. Why is it so hard to believe.
I'm drinking white wine while watching the Oscars at my parents home. God, I'm 29 and i'm back home with the folks. Seriously I need to find my own place, my own mind, my own life, my own dreams......

In Ottawa

5th day in Ottawa going on my 6th. I'm alive! I have not drowned in the snow nor have I wanted to kill myself! I'm doing well, I would say. Actually the weather has been tolerable and being in the same city in a different state of mind, has really altered my frame of reference. Let's see how long this lasts :)

2 days until I'm in Ottawa

Wow I'm moving to Ottawa. I'm not sure if it's completely hit me yet. I thought I would be in Toronto for at least five more years before I moved on from here. I never thought moving forward would be back to my home town. So many mixed emotions, I don't know what I am feeling these days. Anxiety is one of them though.

I have two new nephews and a niece and that's really exciting and amazing. I wish I could be around when they get home but I'll just have to come up on weekends to see them. I got to hold Jaiden and Kailen and that was so amazing. They are so tiny but doing well:)

No bloke. It's over. I learnt a lot though about myself and about what I do and don't want in the next guy I date.

11 Days until I start the new job

Time is flying by. I am getting very anxious about starting my new job. I just keep thinking, will I be able to keep up? I guess there's only one way to find out.
My mind has been wandering lately. Wandering to places it hasn't in a very long time...scary...
I'm trying to fit seeing all the friends, packing, searching for an apartment in Ottawa and a much needed vacation all in 11 days. It's possible right?
The bloke is pretty much non existent in my life. I haven't seen him for 2 weeks and we've texted a few times and only talked on the phone once. I need more. I'm too good for half assing it. At least I have the sense to realize I'm worth more - more than just a casual fling. I'm worth a crap load more!
I saw Time Traveler's Wife last night and I really enjoyed it but all I could think about was, 'I really wish i find a love like that.' and 'How cool would it be to time travel.'

23 Days to go

No new adventures really. However I went to Pub on Parliament (I actual think that's the name of the pub) with my cousin and I loved it. It's a cute, quaint little place with great food.

30 DAYS TO GO....THE ADVENTURES BEGIN

OK so I have exactly one month, and maybe a few days, before I leave Toronto for Ottawa so I am going to try as many interesting Torontonian things I possibly can for a month and blog about my adventures.
Let's start with last night. I went to The London Tap House on Adelaide St. for a friend/co-worker's birthday party. I don't think I've really felt the weight of my 29 years until last night. Jeez i must really be getting old because the whole drunken club thing is very unappealing to me.
Hopefully my next adventure will be a bit more to my liking....TO BE CONTINUED