Just Another Day

I celebrated my 29th birthday on Oct. 15th. My sweet mom made me a cake out of carrots and no wheat is was great. Got to go to Ottawa and see the rest of the family. Nice times. Jesus I can't believe I'm a year away from 30. The thought sure does scare me. I have no plan. Must come up with at plan. I feel like the last 10 years have just gone by in a flash. I still don't have money and no solid plan. Ahhhhhh......I'm drowning! I've been working a lot more which is good for the bank but I'm going a little insane. I NEED acting! There is no acting. How do you live? I mean how are other 29 year olds so on track? I don't want to be 35 with no car living in a bachelor apartment. OK panic attack, breath Puja, breath........

I feel fat again

I'm stressing about my weight lately which means there's something else going on. Maybe it's the lack of control I feel I have in my life right now. I'm working a lot more these days at CTV but no acting. Maybe that's just it. I need my fix- acting.
I'm listening to U2's 'Babyface off their Zooropa album which is not one of my favourites but it's U2 so it's better than 90% of the music out there.

Beat The Bank

I can never get through! It's 3:08pm and I have 2 minutes until the 25th caller gets chosen for the chance to win half a million dollars playing Beat the Bank by Chum FM. argggg.....