Just Another Day

I celebrated my 29th birthday on Oct. 15th. My sweet mom made me a cake out of carrots and no wheat is was great. Got to go to Ottawa and see the rest of the family. Nice times. Jesus I can't believe I'm a year away from 30. The thought sure does scare me. I have no plan. Must come up with at plan. I feel like the last 10 years have just gone by in a flash. I still don't have money and no solid plan. Ahhhhhh......I'm drowning! I've been working a lot more which is good for the bank but I'm going a little insane. I NEED acting! There is no acting. How do you live? I mean how are other 29 year olds so on track? I don't want to be 35 with no car living in a bachelor apartment. OK panic attack, breath Puja, breath........