So after weeks of going stir crazy and being snappy with everyone, I decided I needed to get away. So here I am sitting in a 2 star hotel in downtown Montreal....OMG i just flipped the channel and Beautiful Monster is on, the song by...shit who's it by again? I've had too much red wine. I must dance!
That was fun:) I've got the telly on (don't know why I'm talking in British but it must be the bottle of Woodbridge mondavi cab sauv I'm polishing off) and I'm getting annoyed at how little English TV there is in Montreal. Who am I kidding, I'm in a french city, what do I expect?
This was a trip to get away, to clear my head, to figure out what's been bugging me. What I've realized is, although trips like this can help, they don't necessarily 'solve' the issues that are brewing deep inside. I think I know what's bugging me and it's frustrating that I can't just accept and enjoy the faze I'm in right now. I'm constantly looking ahead, wondering what next.
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