4AM MISSION STATEMENT

January 14, '14

It’s not about you. Life is not about your personal health, happiness, joy, success, strength. It’s what you give that matters not what you take from life. Even if at a particular moment when all the chips are down and you feel low, you can still give the one thing that is uniquely yours which is full of light and that’s your smile. You can still give whatever love you have to someone else because this life is NOT ABOUT YOU!

Don’t live your life trying to do all the things that you believe will give you what you want and for your own personal gain. Do everything for someone else. Even eating. Don’t eat to satisfy your hunger, your desires, your preferences but eat because you eat for the love inside you that wants to keep spreading. Eat for love not for personal survival. And when you move throughout your day, don’t move as though it’s a means to an end. Life is not about the next moment. It’s about THIS MOMENT - the joy and love you give to life in each breath you take. Never waste one single breath on something that is not for love/life. Don’t waste your time spent on things that may bring you down or make you think about your personal desires and satisfactions. Don’t waste time focusing on what you don’t have and focus instead of what you do have. Look at what’s going right than what’s going wrong because the truth is, nothing is going wrong. Life doesn’t make mistakes.

I will not define the purpose of my life in one sentence written in ink. The purpose of my life will always be to give all my love whenever I can to each and every moment, aspect, thing or person in life.  And I will remain open to having this purpose change because nothing is permanent even the state I am in now. And this is a blessing even if it means that  in half an hour I may feel bad due to a negative thought because I can’t know a positive thought if I don’t experience the negative so I will allow the negative thought to come, I will see it and then give it love and change it. Even negative thoughts need love to transform. I will not allow negativity to sit in me for a second longer than is needed in order for me to change my perspective and grow. There’s enough negativity in this world. There’s just no more room for even one ounce of negativity in this world so I won’t allow myself to be a channel for it. Sorry negativity I will NOT display your program anymore, you’re time is up.

I will understand the power of surrounding myself with positive people but I will ultimately know the decision to be positive and give love is up to me. I will use the negativity I experience as fuel for growing my positivity and love. I will not let ANYONE convince me that I’m not good enough or worthy because in fact they can’t. They do NOT have that power. Who I am is up to me and NO ONE CAN MAKE ME FEEL ANYWAY I DO NOT WANT TO.   

There is no right and wrong only what is right for life in this moment. And I will trust life to work through me so that I know the difference. LIFE IS SMARTER THAN MY MIND AND I WILL ALWAYS TRUST IT. Even if I’m trusting it only for one moment because LIFE IS JUST ONE MOMENT.

I won’t try to change anyone but rather let them be whoever they are and change who I am to be better so that they too may realize they too can be better. I will always try to give my best to life because life only gives, it never takes for its personal gain.

When you do something well be proud but DON’T THINK THIS MAKES YOU BETTER THAN ANOTHER because you’re only as good as the good you are for someone else. Be proud that life allows you to be good at something so you can continue giving back.