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2 week positivity challenge

I'm challenging myself to thinking only positive thoughts for the next 2 weeks and to eliminate or convert any negative thought, comment, action, or person in my life into a positive one. I'm beginning today. Let's see how I do. 14 more days to go...

Weekend Getaway

So after weeks of going stir crazy and being snappy with everyone, I decided I needed to get away. So here I am sitting in a 2 star hotel in downtown Montreal....OMG i just flipped the channel and Beautiful Monster is on, the song by...shit who's it by again? I've had too much red wine. I must dance!
That was fun:) I've got the telly on (don't know why I'm talking in British but it must be the bottle of Woodbridge mondavi cab sauv I'm polishing off) and I'm getting annoyed at how little English TV there is in Montreal. Who am I kidding, I'm in a french city, what do I expect?
This was a trip to get away, to clear my head, to figure out what's been bugging me. What I've realized is, although trips like this can help, they don't necessarily 'solve' the issues that are brewing deep inside. I think I know what's bugging me and it's frustrating that I can't just accept and enjoy the faze I'm in right now. I'm constantly looking ahead, wondering what next.

Ajay & Maya's wedding in NY

Wow best wedding ever! I was seriously blown away at how beautiful and organized the wedding was. Ajay was an adorable groom and Maya was a gorgeous bride. It was great reuniting with fellow Woodstockers and dancing up a storm!

Been there done that...

Went to Lobby on Dalhousie st. in Ottawa and all i got to same is same old, same old...I'm definatley not a club person. It was cool in highschool but now I enjoy NOT having to yell over the blaring music to ask "how are you?" or perhaps I'm just getting old.

Ottawa Nightlife?

I haven't been out drinking and clubbing in Ottawa since I've been here. I'm not expecting much; I know that's not exaclty being open minded but I guess after spending two weeks in Toronto recently, I'm still thinking about all the options you get when you're in a big city. What can I say, I'm a city gal.
It's tough when you know in the bottom of your gut who you're suppose to be and what you're supposed to be but life throws you curveballs and obstacles prevent you from getting to where you need to be. And then you quiet the little voice inside you and pat it down enough so you can get through your day which turns into weeks and months.

2 months in Ottawa

Another weekend in Ottawa goes by. This one not so lame as the last. I actually got out. I went to a pub, Fat Tuesdays, with my sister and brother-in-law. It was very loud and crowded in not the right way;) Not my first choice to spend my Saturday night but then again it's not like I had many options.
Still trying to get used to living in my hometown. Going alright. Yes indeed.