Crisis?....I think not

I find that I'm so angry lately. I think it's a 1/3 life crisis or maybe I'm just cranky right now because everywhere I look it's a reminder of what I don't have. And as I write this I realize how selfish I must sound. I mean here I am sitting in an apartment in downtown Toronto with everything i need. I've got a hot cup of tea next to me and a fridge full of food. Ok so maybe not full but I've got food but I'm complaining about what i don't have?! Arg....see and this is why I don't' like myself sometimes. I have so much to be happy for yet I'm longing for the dream.....