I just finished watching My Sister's Keeper. It was good. The book was better but then again they always are. But they did a good job making it into a film. It was sad, I cried.
I've started on the palm trees. I've almost completed one whole tree! So exciting. My sister came over the other day and she said it looked professional! Yah! I'm not the amateur I thought I was. My place is feeling more and more homey.
So last night when I was lying in bed trying to fall asleep, I wondered, if I were to die today and I could look back on my life and do things differently, what would I change. After moments of pondering this question I realized I would have been fearless. I've realized I've lived most of my life making decisions based on my fears. Fear of failure, fear of the unknown, fear of making a mistake. And now, knowing that most likely I'll live a while, do I really take this information and take the risks I've wanted to for so long or do I just keeping living, the way I always have?
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